A war between remembering and forgetting
I'm not ready being an adult. I'm not ready leaving this student-life. I'm not ready stepping into the real world out there. The world is crazy. I can't just quit my job like I'm doing right now. I can't take everything less serious anymore when the time comes. I'm not ready of being a matured adult, a lovely wife, a caring mother, a good daughter and sister. I'm not ready.
And it all makes me scared the hell out of my life.